Late in giving a reaction

(NOTE: THIS IS A ANOTHER CRAP Written 2 years or 3 years ago)

Hey, there.. its my first time to make a blog.. so many hesitations to confront.. let me get started...

Frustrations always come to my life. Well all of us have frustrations.. and i understand what we are getting to heading on... We tend to give solutions to our problems and well to give time ourselves to satisfy our needs..

"But where do i go"..? i know its sounds wierd or you just cant understand of what i meant. .. We can relate this if we are lost or we need direction..

But, again for me, it is the one i said because iam so confused of what will i say to HER.. If I LOVE HER for just a Friend or I LOVE HER in my useless and pathethic life..?

Iam so late in giving reaction.. and i face this truth today.(really i have known this a year or two). I dont know if she listens to me.. all I know she is pressured to give me a attention which iam looking for.. She said to me iam only a overacting person.. she says iam a LOSER.. i thought you had a relation to me??? is that only a lie..

This morning i saw you in your new self.. new style.. I wanted to give you a compliment but ia� just only thinking of what will I said because iam thinking of what SENSE will i ever say to YOU.. (hard to understand???)

If she only listens to me what are the reasons iam for now. if she only knows what iam capable of.. If she only understands me.. and i maybe i could understand HER.. So again late in giving a reaction..