Who do you want to meet?

Mostly, I feel so empty right now. "Kinda Half Empty, Half Full. " So strange, yet I have been feeling that for almost 2 years(I think more than that.) This season is Christmas, season of hope and happiness. But I secure myself, telling myself, I will be okay. I have family that supported me. But I never had a support to a special person, a special someone.

I can't deny, I had friends. From High school, and since them, we're friends. Right now, we rarely communicate, but if the opportunity knocks, we let it open, planning to a small bonding/reunion.

But guys, I promise I will never let my feelings to pour out in here. I want to restrain from that, Because I want to change. I think change for me is slow, deeply rooted in a person depending how it develops. and I vow not to do anymore mistakes.

Anyways, I will stop ranting myself up. I want to meet new people for the next year. The requirements should be for girls:( i am kinda go for the girls, whic I personally need to meet more.)

1. Smart/Beautiful/tender body

2.Music minded/Narutotard/Not so "poppy," not so "sensitive' I will understand if she is hardcore.XD

Nevertheless, don't mind the requirements. If you are willing to be friend with go on. I will do my best to be open as ever. To be truthful as ever. To be understandable as ever.