Enough of that. If you are doing some special kind of practice during the special holidays, i was doing the one and only thing, I found that somewhat important, I find it comfortable, that someone else. The only problem is, unrequited provisions are still intact. I can't even say those 3 words or the I-LIKE-YOU words. They are tied in my mind, in my fist of pressure. During those times, Television,Food and video games are important to me. Academics are important. Not to deny, I focus it during my last 2 years of high school. If you ask me now...I will deny it. To those who are reading, I am telling you now, I find it hard to accept what happened from these previous years. They are not connected though. The only thing that connected are my continues developing hobbies. Hobbies, I was surprise, they will develop and that development will help me to find who am I. What am I thirsty for.What am i dying for.
I was so wrong to think, life for me will end on my freshman years of college. I know, my self back in those previous years are dead, but not the so called dead or in the graveyard. They have just undergo change. CHANGE that will help me to continue striving in this life. As i continue to think any flaws, I did from the past years occur in my life, It is better to know what would be my NEW YEAR"S RESOLUTION. My last new years resolution, is to buy an electric guitar. I guess I already purchased it. DONE it. I got no idea for what things. where about or related about my resolution. I am guessing, I am kinda going to be back in my previous roots. It would be Physical, Mental and Relaxation.My least resolution would be to meet again my uneasy heart which is surely weigh the most.
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